It's Been So Very Long

I'm gonna leave this place, I swear this time I'm running home
I know this place too well that promises I'll be alone
Somewhere between here and there and back and forth I'll come around
It's what I want to tell you...
It's been so very long since I've been man enough to be the kind of man...
If I'm gonna hold your hand
I was reminded of the lack of who I am, I swallowed hard
And in the night I took a firefly for a shooting star
I watched the sun come up and burn away this feeling over me
It'll be okay...you'll see